instead of deactivating all my social media accounts, i decided to write back. my phone is being a silly so i cant deactivate any of my acc although i really really need to do it. i think... i need rest. enough of  all this internet thingy and start praying and studying cause this year is the only year i have to struggle (i hope) and maybe, stop my love life because it doesnt give me any benefits. or it does but i dont care. im done getting hurt and hurting. im done putting hopes on people and ended up dissapointed. im tired. demi tuhan, aku penat. i have no idea whether i should stop using my phone or not bcs somehow i thought its some kind of distraction. i need my phone for entartainment. and of course i get too much entertainment than i should have. i NEED to score but syaitonirrojim is always there to distract me. ya Allah kau ampunkan lah dosaku, kau bersihkan lah hatiku. kau kuatkanlah imanku 😔

2013 is coming to the end weeee excited! so tonight people will be celebrating new year (certain people) (so not me) i prefer sleeping than celebrating, i dont find celebrating a new year is a must lol. but im freaking excited about it. 

so yea. thank you to the people who've lightened my 2013. (you know who you are) my 2013 was a blast i swear hehe. & maybe next year i'll transfer to new sch //cries whaaatttttt im so happy im in rk already, but then my parents said why not try a new atmosphere, meet new people and etc etc.

and next year, which is tonight. i have to start my daily routine as a student. sleep early, wakey in the morning, go to school, study and study :[ i'm such a lazy ass nowadays. fyi , ifa has started reading school novel man urgh i hate chu, dont make me feel worst haha

so my azam for this  2014 (i like the number idk why) is; to be a better person yaw. since i have done many bad things dulu, so i have to make it right.. um i guess. start from now onwards, i'll jaga my adab, jaga solat and etc. no bad influences please:( oh and disebabkan semalam aku baru ja kutuk muka org yg scary dengan wani, aku harap takkan terjadi lagi pada 2014! scary people please dont come nearer im scared.. (still kutuk-ing) (sorry) haha and yea im tired alr, i'll catch you later on yup.

oh ya almost forgot, i'm sorry if i ever hurt anyone, 0-0 okay? it was never my intention heheheh rilek brader brader rilek.

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