Tired.
Saturday 18 April 2015 @ 12:59 | 0 Comment [s]
instead of deactivating all my social media accounts, i decided to write back. my phone is being a silly so i cant deactivate any of my acc although i really really need to do it. i think... i need rest. enough of all this internet thingy and start praying and studying cause this year is the only year i have to struggle (i hope) and maybe, stop my love life because it doesnt give me any benefits. or it does but i dont care. im done getting hurt and hurting. im done putting hopes on people and ended up dissapointed. im tired. demi tuhan, aku penat. i have no idea whether i should stop using my phone or not bcs somehow i thought its some kind of distraction. i need my phone for entartainment. and of course i get too much entertainment than i should have. i NEED to score but syaitonirrojim is always there to distract me. ya Allah kau ampunkan lah dosaku, kau bersihkan lah hatiku. kau kuatkanlah imanku 😔
i have many things to write about but im getting sleepy and its almost 4 am. i should be sleeping at this hour. -- i regret. tomorrow i'll start my new life and live to the fullest! insyaallah.
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