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Tuesday, 7 August 2012 @ 08:03 | 0 Comment [s]

Him. You guys randomly start talking one day. He compliments you & tells you you're pretty & cute. He asks you about your past relationships & you ask about his. When you tell him you've been hurt multiple times, he tells you that those guys are all jerks & stupid for letting a girl like you go. You then share some more stories about your past & he tells you his. He starts flirting with you & you start flirting back. Then, he asks for your number & you give him it right away. The next day he texts you good morning & tells you to have a good day. Soon talking to him becomes a part of your daily routine, & you wait for him every day to text you. Whenever you receive something from him, you start smiling & your day instantly becomes better. He texts you daily asking how your day went. You talk to him all night & he always asks if you are tired, & if you want to go to bed. The night conversations you have with him are always the best, & the deepest. You sleep when he sleeps & he sleeps when you sleep. Now, he wants to meet up & hangout with you. When you meet up with him, you feel even more chemistry & butterflies in your stomach every time you talk to him. Now you tell your friends what an amazing guy he is & that you are interested in him. Soon, he confesses he is interested in you & you tell him the feeling is mutual. You hangout more & he starts calling you nicknames. You feel like you're the happiest girl alive, & the feeling is so strong between you guys. One day, he stops texting you first. When you guys talk now, he doesn't seem interested int he conversations like he used to be. Things changed, & you don't understand what unexpectedly happened. He stops putting effort into talking to you & doesn't show he still wants to be with you. You can't help wondering what went wrong. You ask him what is wrong, & he says everything's fine. You start wondering if it was something you did, but he tells you to relax & everything's okay. He tells you that he's just been busy. So you wait for a while & nothing is changing. He's still "busy" all the time & he doesn't even try to talk to you. Now every time you talk to him it becomes an argument. You stop talking to him. Months pass. & you don't talk to him at all. You never know what happened from his point of view. Because of him, every day & night you're hurt & upset. You don't know what went wrong in the relationship between you two. Literally everyone you know is telling you to forget him & that he doesn't deserve someone like you. You try listening to them, you can't, you see everything they don't. You miss the person he used to be. He seems completely fine without you. Other people begin to be interested in you. You do things you normally wouldn't, just to prove you're happy, things that he would try & get you to do, it seems fun at the time. You refuse to believe that he played you, but it's true. You're still somewhat hurt, he's already moved on. You still cry. It honestly feels like he just died. You still secretly hope he isn't gone forever. You lost your boyfriend.. & you lost your best friend. You compare every guy you now meet, with him. He's forgotten about you... & you miss everything about him. Sound familiar ?
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